|2004-09-21 21:06:00||anxious||Manic Street Preachers: life becoming a landslide|
I planned to tell folk in this order:
- Pete and Jane tonight but Jane’s away till silly o’clock this evening
- Elly (cos Heather already knows and it seems wrong to treat them unequally)
- Angela and Mark (Angela introduced me to IM which got me together with you in the first place. They, along with Elly, Heather and Richard are my oldest friends)
- those who need to know at work
Also, I feel kinda bad at demanding back the overtime from the Past Papers considering I’ve just cost GL a load of money. I have 15 regular days of holiday left and want to see the PP project through, then go somewhere and do the necessary crying, so I can get it over with and start to try to reconstruct my life.
Part of this will involve trying to sort with J how I need to interact with her from now on. She is a nice person and there are so many parts of her that are worthwhile and and delightful to interact with but I need to convince myself not to want a return to the ‘good old days’, while still seeing her as a special friend?
Update: 10.44pm: just spoken with Elly, so plan not too badly off-kilter now.